Does anyone know how it feels to be bullied, to be betrayed by your own friends? How does it feel when your own friends don't support you, when there is no one to talk to about your pains? How does it feel to be lonely and cry yourself to night? How does it feel to be afraid to even talk to a new person?
Can anyone relate to this? Many of you will! Because this has become very common in today's world. Have you been called at night and told that you are a slut? Have you been dumped by people again and again even though you loved them truly, even though you were loyal to them? You begin to feel that there is something wrong with you. You feel that you will never be loved, that your existence doesn't matter. You start to feel useless, worthless, unworthy of Living!
And why do you feel so? Because it hurts! It hurts not because YOU can’t; it hurts because you have a fear, the fear of being left alone, the fear of being abandoned by the people you love and care! It bleeds inside! You are haunted by the thought that it will end the same way. You try to move on, still staggering to find strength in your own legs, but then there come the people! They pull you down, reminding you of your fears, your failures; not motivating at all! What’s more, they expect you to live your life their way! Everyone is fake out there! Your sadness is a dose of satisfaction for them! Every time you try to talk about your feelings to somebody, they mock you! But that's fine, you can't expect everyone to understand your situation! But you know what's worse? They don't mock AT you, they mock behind your back.
And why do you feel so? Because it hurts! It hurts not because YOU can’t; it hurts because you have a fear, the fear of being left alone, the fear of being abandoned by the people you love and care! It bleeds inside! You are haunted by the thought that it will end the same way. You try to move on, still staggering to find strength in your own legs, but then there come the people! They pull you down, reminding you of your fears, your failures; not motivating at all! What’s more, they expect you to live your life their way! Everyone is fake out there! Your sadness is a dose of satisfaction for them! Every time you try to talk about your feelings to somebody, they mock you! But that's fine, you can't expect everyone to understand your situation! But you know what's worse? They don't mock AT you, they mock behind your back.
Betraying a friend is bullying! Mocking them is bullying! You might not realize it, but it is! Any person can tolerate being mocked by strangers! But what happens when they come to know their own friend is a backstabber? A friend is someone who is your well-wisher and a supporter! But what if you can’t be both? Are you still a friend? No, you aren’t. You have turned into a monster!
You guys might be thinking, isn’t it a little too intense? Oh, she might have seen the TV Series “13 Reasons Why”, and that’s why she is going on and on about bullying and depression. But what if I tell you, it’s a true story? What if I tell you, I am writing the true feelings of a girl? Will you be ready to listen to her story? May be you will, because, nobody speaks up when they are bullied, do they?
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